Your calling is present, not future: A lot of people think their calling is in terms of what they will do ‘one day’. But the world isn’t changed by what you will do ‘one day’, if its not connected to the things you’re doing right now.
Waiting on God in this way is true faith- no agenda of one’s own, no deadlines, no demands on what God must do. Simply an open heart and open hands ready to receive that which God shall choose, and a perfect confidence that what He chooses will be better than our best.
We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit.